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Happiness

You are lonely. No one is there to take care about you. No one is there to talk to you. You don’t have anyone with whom you can say what you feel deep inside. The more you suppress your feelings the more you feel bound.” Somewhere I read the panic is the panic of panic.” You are just sitting alone in the dark room full of darkness. You are unable to see even your own shadow. This room is filled with the smoke. You are feeling suffocated. You are unable to take breath easily. You are forced to sit in this room from the last so many days. Even you have forgotten that how your real face has been changed. You don’t know how you look with your grown up beard; you haven’t combed your hair from the last so many days. You haven’t cut your nails. You have been changed in a monster who loves sucking the blood of humans. But a deep inside you have tried a lot to keep your innersole alive.  You are bound with numerous shackles. You are bound with shackles of dishonesty; you are bound with the shackles of falsehood. You try beautifying your face by cleaning it with help of the water of ewer which is the converted form of the falsification. No matter you wished only expedient to be happen. You neglected your magnificent present in the remembrances of splendid future. Someone cried and cried but you didn’t wish to give him back happiness as a remedy.  And you complain people blame you. And you are unhappy.

 whyyyyyyyyyyy?                                       

Uhhhhhhh too much philosophical isn’t.                    

 a number of days. I was not getting peace. My happiness depends upon my mood. The reason is I am a very moody person having an eccentric mind. I tried and tried staying happy but I was failed to remain.

Now let’s talk as a layman. What is happiness? This was the question which was sticking my mind from so many days.the reason behind it is that we dont wish to accept  ourselves as really we are. Believe me it’s a very tough task to accept ourselves as actually we are. And the other reason of being unhappy I think is we don’t try accepting others as they truly are.

What is happiness? When we feel light hearted?                                       

Today I was reading an invitation card of my friend’s marriage. How amazing the girl who played with me, we used to quarrel, I remember those gossips which we did and we studied with each other. And now she is going to marry someone. You may raise the question she is going to marry, nothing wrong then why I am talking like this. For me it’s looking as she is going to ruin her life. For her the meaning of happiness may be her innocent dreams which she would we watching for her blessed future. The girl who was just a child has grown up like a full moon and going to spread the happiness in someone’s life.

***For a beloved happiness means if her lover says truly I love you. When he shows her how much she meant in his life. How sweet it will look when he says I love you rubbing their noses and kissing her twinkling eyes while sitting inside a quilt.

*** For a girl like me happiness means to have a well established life and career. Achieving those goals which she has set to accomplish in her life is the most important task. Happiness is all about fulfilling the dreams of her parents. Or writing her heart truly also makes her so happy.

**** For a small child happiness means his toys. Playing games outside with some other children, for him happiness lies in eating ice-cream. Crying for having a particular thing, and when the cherub child gets what he wants he finds himself on the seventh heaven. Having marbles more than his friends makes him feel proud.

**** For parents happiness is all about fulfilling the desires of their children. When we saw a flower it looks as the flower nodding at us, and brings a charming smile on our faces. The Same parents feel happy when they see their own flowers nodding at them and fulfill their heart with amusement.

***** ““But the real happiness is all above this all. Happiness is all about living your present fully without having worries of your future or past, without wasting even a moment. When we eat our favorite dish we enjoy eating each and every bite, even a drunkard also enjoy drinking each drop of alcohol. Then why don’t we enjoy the most precious life given by god. Why we forget to live our present in the tension of future? And we forget to cherish those moments which we shall never ever have again in our life.””******

·         Hathon ki lakeero ko yu hi na kosna,

·         Ye jingdagi mili hai jagmagane ko jaise moti,

·         Aata nahi sabko hasna or hasana,

·         Chalte chalenge unko b hasate jinki aatma hai roti.

“Decorate your life as a Christmas tree. Put the flowers in this tree so high which no one can have the courage to pluck. So firm in our own believes even a number of rocks of obstacle will not dare to bring away your cherishing smile” 

Keep smilingJJ

What does happiness means to you?