In the search of happiness

Listen to the voice of my heart,

I was here close at you,

Look at me I just wished,

Your smiles having chimes,

Mr. Aditya -Your wife is quite well now. But we can’t give you surety becoz her lever tube has been totally blocked and chances are very few. So we are refereeing her to AIMS. Life was never easy for Aditya. Since childhood to his adult age perhaps he might have seen some good moments in his life. But still having fake smile on his face he was just toting his life. He was the eldest in his family but because of having side effect in one of his eye girls used to deny to marry him. He was not ugly but was not having money. Otherwise he was 100 times more handsome than Rajnikant. And he was not enough qualified to get job.

His wife Jaanki was psychologically ill too. Looking at her he couldn’t resist thinking more about life. Why we are given life? Only for tolerating sufferings? Do smiles exist in my life or they have been stolen by someone?

“We shall not leave Aditya if something wrong happens to my daughter.” was the voice of Jaanki’s

Father. Jaanki’s father was a well reputed police officer. Who warned Aditya. Aditya was feeling very helpless today. Aditya was working as a fitter in a private firm. His monthly income was only 9 thousands rupees. His wife was even not able to cook food for him. He works 12 hours in a day. Comes home cook food for him and his wife. But now a days he has stopped working because there was no one else who could take care of his wife.

Now the question arrives if Jaanki’s father is a police officer then why did he give his daughter to a person who had no money, who was not capable to give his daughter proper food and clothes. Actually Jaanki is not mentally okay. She is having a daughter from her former husband. But Aditya accepted her daughter too.He gave his love to her daughter as she was of his own. But all his qualities don’t matter to Jaanki’s parents. At each moment Aditya fights against his life given by God.

Actually he was duped by Jaanki’s family. At the time of marriage he was not told that his would be wife doesn’t have a normal mind, she even doesn’t know that how to cook and how to live? All he came to know after his marriage. He was too good to leave her wife. But what’s next? It’s looks too tough that his wife will again ask for one glass water from Aditya. He is also a human being can’t tolerate mental and physical pressure created by society and his destiny.

“Papa papa I want one chocolate please give me 5 rupees.”it was Shikha who was asking or a chocolate. “No beta look outside the window it’s raining.” said Aditya. “But I want chocolate.” said Shikha insistently. Aditya surrendered. Outside the hospital it was a canteen from where he buys a chocolate for a 5 years old little girl. While coming on road one old man was moving ahead of Aditya who has lost all his hopes was well known by his murmurings. He shouted at his peak volume I don’t want to live in this world anymore .

At the next moment it was a dead body of the same old man who was just shouting before some instants ago. Now a long silence was trying to talk Aditya . And Aditya was unable to utter even with his own soul. We marry so that we can share our sad and happy moments with our partner. But Aditya never got this golden opportunity .

Why I am living without any reason in this world. Now I have also no desire to live anymore…

Yes this night when Jaanki would be sleeping I shall commit suicide. I don’t see any ray of hope in my life. Yes Jaanki is also going to die. Then what is the motive of my life?

“I wont let you die alone Jaanki.”wishpered Aditya looking at her innocent face. Jaanki was staring Aditya as she heard nothing..

To be continued…………

Here the story which you have read is a true story. This person is really has lost all his hopes. The day Jaanki dies her parents will file a case against Aditya. Already he has lost all his money, peace and partner. He is standing on fork. I would like to have some suggestions for Aditya so that we can help him…